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10 BYRON'S

Through guards and dunnest night how came itthere ?

Ah! rather ask what will not woman dare ?

Whom youth aud pity lead like thee, Gulnare!

She could not sleepand while the dachas restIn muttering dreams yet saw his pirate guest,

She left his sidehis signet-ring she bore,

Which oft in sport adornd her hand before

And with it, scarcely question'd, won her wayThrough drowsy guards that must that sign obey.Worn out with toil, and tired with changing blows,Their eyes had envied Conrad his repose;

And chill and nodding at the turret door,

They stretch their listless limbs, and watch nomore!

Just raised their heads to hail the signet-ring,

Nor ask or what orwho the sign may bring.

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She gazed in wonder, Can he calmly sleep,

While other eyes his fall or ravage weep?

And mine iu restlessness are wandering hereWhat sudden spell hath made this man so dear ?True'tis to him my life, and more, I owe,

And me and mine he spared from worse thanwoe:

Tis late to thinkhut softhis slumber breaksHow heavily he sighs 1he startsawakes I

He raised his headand dazzled with the light,

His eye seem'd dubious if it saw aright:

He moved his handthe grating of his chainToo harshly told him that he lived again.

What is that form ? if not a shape of air,Methinks, my jailers face show's wondrous fair!

Pirate! thou knowst me not: but I am one,Grateful for deeds thou hast too rarely done;

Look on meand remember her, thy handSnatchd from the flames, and thy more fearfulband.

I come through darkness and I scarce knowwhy

Yet not to hurtI would not seo thee die.

If so, kind lady! thine the only eyeThat would not here in that gay hope delight.Theirs is the chance and let them use theirright.

But still I thank their courtesy or thine,

That would confess me at so fair a shrine!

Strange though it seemyet with extremest griefIs linkd a mirthit doth not bring relief

That playfulness of sorrow neer beguiles,

And smiles in bitternessbut still itsmiles;

And sometimes with the wisest and the best,

Till even the scaffold * echoes with their jest 1Yfet not the joy to which it seems akin

It may deceive all hearts, save that within.Whateer it was that flashd on Conrad, nowA laughing wildness half unbent his brow 1And these his accents had a sound of mirth,

As if the last he could enjoy on earth ;

Yetgainst his naturefor through that short life,Few thoughts had ho to spare from gloom andstrife.

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Corsair thy doom is namedbut I have powerTo soothe the Pacba in his weaker hour.

Thee would I sparenay morewould save thoonow,

But this time hope nor even thy strengthallow;

But all I can, I will; at least, delayThe sentence that remits thee scarce a day.

Ho re now were ruineven thyself were lothThe vain attempt should bring but doom to both.

Yes!loth indeed:my soul is nerved to all,

Or falln too low to fear a further fall:

Tempt not thyself with peril: me with hopeOf flight from foes with whom I could not cope:Unfit to vanquishshall I meanly fly,

The one of all my band that would not die ?

Yet there is oneto whom my memory clings,

Till to these eyes her own wild softness springs.

My sole resources in the path I trodWere thesemy barkmy swordmy lovemyGod !

The last I left in youthHe leaves me now

And Man but works his will to lay mo low.

I have no thought to mock His throne with prayerWrung from the coward crouching of despair;

It is enoughI breatheand I can bear.

My sword is shaken from the worthless handThat might have better kept so true a brand;

My bark is sunk or captivebut my love

For her in sooth my voice would mount above:

Oh! she is all that still to earth can bind

And this will break a heart so more than kind.

And blight a formtill thine appeard, Gulnare!Mine eye neer askd if others were as fair.

Thou lovst another then ?but what to meIs thistis nothingnothing eer can be:

But yetthou lov'standOh! I envy thoseWhose hearts on hearts as faithful can repose.Who never feel the voidthe wandering thoughtThat sighs o'er visions such as mine hathwrought.

Ladymethought thy love was his, for whomThis arm redeem'd thee from a fiery tomb.

My love stern Seyds! OhNoNonot mylove

Yet much this heart, that strives no more, oncestrove

To meet his passionbut it would not be.

I feltI feellove dwells withwith the free.

I am a slave, a favourd slave at best,

To share his splendour, and seem very blest!

Oft must my soul the question undergo,

Of Dost thou lqve? and burn to answer, No!Oh! hard it is that fondness to sustain,

And struggle not to feel averse in vain;

But harder still the hearts recoil to bear,

And hide from oneperhaps another there.

He takes the hand I give notnor withhold

Its pulse nor checkdnor quicken'dcalmlycold:

And when resignd, it drops a lifeless weightFrom one I never loved enough to hate.

No wacmth these lips return by his impressd,

And chilld remembrance shudders oer the rest

* In Sir Thomas Moore, for instance, on the scaffold, and Anne Boleyn , in the Tower, when, graspingher neck, she remarked, that it was too slender to trouble the headsman much. During one part ofthe French revolution, it became a fashion to leave some mot as a legacy; and the quantity of facetiouslast words spoken during that period would form a melancholy jest-book of a considerable si^e, &