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How happy was I then, how dearly blest,
When this great Man lay panting on my Breast,Looking such Things as ne’er can be express’d ?Thousand fresh Look he gave me ev’ry Hour,
Whilst greedily I did his Looks devour ;
'Till quite o’ercome with Charms, I trembling lay,At ev’ry Look he gave, melting away,
1 was so highly happy in his Love,
Methought I pitty’d them that dwelt Above.
Think then, thou greatest, loveliest, falsest Man.How you have vow’d, howlhavelov’d, and then,My faithless Dear, be cruel if you can.
How I have lov’d, I cannot, need not tell;
No, ev’ry Act has shewn I lov’d too well.
Since first I saw you, I ne’er had a ThoughtWas not entirely yours ; to you I broughtMy Virgin Innocence, and freely madeMy Love an Oss’ring to your noble Bed :
Since then youv’e been the Star by which I steer’d,And nothing else but you, I lov’d or fear’d ;
Your Smiles I only live by, and I must,
Whene’er you frown, be shatter’d into Dust.
O ! can the Coldness that you shew me now,
Suit with the gen’rous Heat you once did show ?
I cannot live on Pity or Respect,
A Thought so mean would my whole Love insect ;Less than your Love I scorn, Sir, to expect.
Let me not live in dull Indiff’rency,
But give me Rage enough to make me die ;
For if from you I needs must meet my Fate,
Before you pity, I would chuse your Hate.